dealing with issues of ANGER!!

i feel like all i do all day long is follow my children around picking up after them. sure, i should have them clean up after themselves. but then i find myself stomping around the house screaming at them to pick up their mess because if i only tell them once it is not taken seriously, twice and they consider it something to get around to when they have the time, three times and they start hiding from me, by the fourth time they are wondering why i am screaming. so four times for each kid times five it means i am asking 20 times before it gets picked up. ACK!! this goes for brushing teeth, making beds, cleaning kitchen, laundry, getting dressed, feeding animals, picking up poop, going to bed, putting away bikes....as you can see the list goes on and on. so i feel like i am yelling all day long and picking up after them and still my house is a mess.

i told my hubby "I NEED A BREAK!" he told me i was not running the house efficently enough. so now he is on my list too. so here i sit, venting to a computer screen because it cannot talk back. and i seriously think if i hear the whiny word, "mother" again i am gonna scream and never stop. i mean i know it is bad when i wanna go around the house givin' them all the finger and yelling at them to "F"OFF! whew! that is not good. so i am left with no break, and a house that i am not running properly. i wonder if i burn it to the ground i will be able to just start over.