Bored

I am bored. What I would really like to be doing at this moment is reading a good romantic (not trashy) novel. but alas I have none to read. (yes i have read the twilight series) so i am left with just the thoughts in my head.

1- being a mother is a hell of alot harder than i ever thought it would be.

2- i did not appreciate all that my mom did for me growing up. the fact that i am still alive says alot.

3- i am fat but i can honestly say i am okay with that. really, really okay. i am in good shape and work alot so i guess i should say i am sturdy instead of fat. =)

4- sometimes i get really lonely. it makes me sad. i wish i had a better relationship.

5- i have a wonderful husband who works very hard for our family so i can stay home and complain.

6- i wish i lived across the street from Regina. although i am sure the fine city of Springville is very happy that i don't.

7- if you kick the street lamps on campus in Rexburg ID. they will go out.

8- for some reason i am freakishly strong. i dunno why, but it has earned me the nickname "babe the big blue ox" thanks reg. =P

9- i would rather be working outside than doing housework anyday of the week. i like being dirty.

10- i cannot believe that 5 totally different kids could all come out of me.

11- i am not a mother that has my act together and my children know it and i am totally okay with that. i will leave it up to their husbands and wives to show them perfection.

12-riding in the back of a truck after swimming at 2am is really, really cold.

13- i have had so many friends move away it is almost a given that if you become a good friend of mine you will move away.

14- i hope they are not moving away just to get away from me. =)

15- i have no desire whatsoever to re-do highschool or relive those memories. h.s. sucked.

16- i can walk downtown at night without anyone bothering me. my friends feel safe going out with me because apparently i have a face that says " don't piss me off." wish my kids took it seriously.

17- i love camping with my kids. love, love, love it. it is an excuse for me to just goof off for a week.

18- don't like camping with hubby. he is a city boy through and through.

19- i am a free spirited artist that married a rocket scientist. still not sure how that happened. =)

20- at least my kids took after his brains and not mine.

21- i honestly don't care what people think of me. if they like me great! if not...piss off. i just don't care.

22- i have surrounded myself with great friends. i mean i have some of the best people for my friends. they are awesome.

23- i have never had a sip of alcohol. went to alot of frat parties though. =) never smoked either. just no desire to do either. watched too many people do stupid things. REALLY STUPID things.

24- have no desire to hang around drunk people anymore. no longer entertaining. just sad.

25- ever since anna came out of the hospital this last time and the dr said there is nothing more they can do for her i cannot sleep at night.

26- i hate shopping. i go clothes shopping for myself maybe, maybe once a year and only after my sister Lou has dragged me there.

okay, i could keep rambling on and on. but i better go.